wonderstruck

You say “were even” dad? No. We’re not. I will always fucking win because I...

Tue, 29 May 2012 23:20:27 -0400

You say “were even” dad? No. We’re not. I will always fucking win because I wouldn’t just abandon my own daughter and fuck her over for four years of her life. You know what? Maybe the reason I don’t answer your calls is because it hurts too much. Did you ever think that? Did you ever realize how much you have changed? How weird and awkward you act towards me now? Fuck being your baby girl. I’m done with that shit. You say you care, but you don’t show it. If you cared you would help me out when I needed it the most. I don’t even ask you for anything anymore because I don’t want to be disappointed. Move far the fuck away from me for all I care. You already act so distant towards me, so you might as well be. I’m still so bruised and scarred from you that at this point, moving away to college won’t even be hard with you.

What the fuck happened dad?

Did you just think that you tried so much in my childhood that you did enough work so you could just stop putting in effort when I got older? Thats what it fucking seems like. Its not my fucking fault you live 30 minutes away from me and you dont have a fucking car. And who was the one who was supposed to teach me to drive? You. You. You. Fucking you. So fuck you for saying were “even”. You can’t even fucking pick me up for fucking dinner for a hour. Youre pathetic as fuck. Screw Mary and her fucking plans 24/7. You have never once offered to come pick me up and take me out to dinner just me and you. Its always this fucking plan we have to make. And its bull shit. Shes changed you dad. Fuck that. I’ve changed. I’m not your little girl who believes all the shit you say, either.

So go screw yourself.

Next time you call, Im rejecting it.

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Mon, 28 May 2012 22:14:35 -0400

z-i-g-g-y-s-t-a-r-d-u-s-t: My life

Mon, 28 May 2012 21:40:43 -0400

z-i-g-g-y-s-t-a-r-d-u-s-t:

My life

Young The Giant - Cough Syrup

Mon, 28 May 2012 21:30:04 -0400

Young The Giant - Cough Syrup

The wooooooooooo0a000000oahh part of Wake Up by Arcade Fire reminds me of the Where The Wild Things...

Mon, 28 May 2012 20:47:39 -0400

The wooooooooooo0a000000oahh part of Wake Up by Arcade Fire reminds me of the Where The Wild Things Are Soundtrack. Yep. /coolkid

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Mon, 28 May 2012 19:58:38 -0400

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Mon, 28 May 2012 19:58:10 -0400

When the people around you only talk about things that you’re not involved in.

Mon, 28 May 2012 19:53:33 -0400

When the people around you only talk about things that you’re not involved in.

Cheesecake filled strawberries. numnums

Mon, 28 May 2012 19:52:10 -0400

Cheesecake filled strawberries.

numnums

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Mon, 28 May 2012 00:40:05 -0400

Sometimes I feel things so intensely. I can literally feel every emotion running through my body. I...

Mon, 28 May 2012 00:16:22 -0400

Sometimes I feel things so intensely. I can literally feel every emotion running through my body. I feel my heart ache, like all my feelings are sinking to the deep hole inside it. Sometimes the only way to release all this energy is to cry and let it flow out.

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Mon, 28 May 2012 00:12:30 -0400

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Mon, 28 May 2012 00:11:35 -0400

So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will...

Sun, 27 May 2012 23:56:20 -0400

So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, comformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man’s living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.

-CHRISTOPHER MCCANDLESS

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Sun, 27 May 2012 23:54:50 -0400

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Sun, 27 May 2012 00:42:44 -0400

Today is one of those days where I just think about you and I get so ridiculously happy. I...

Sat, 26 May 2012 16:53:13 -0400

Today is one of those days where I just think about you and I get so ridiculously happy. I can’t get your smile and eyes out of my mind.

increaseddespondency: The top right, that’s what I miss, more...

Sat, 26 May 2012 14:47:57 -0400

increaseddespondency:

The top right, that’s what I miss, more than anything.

The cutest. (Taken with instagram)

Thu, 24 May 2012 22:28:19 -0400

The cutest. (Taken with instagram)

chocolatecoveredcats: Senior class prank. THIS is the reason...

Wed, 23 May 2012 22:31:53 -0400

chocolatecoveredcats:

Senior class prank. THIS is the reason that I will miss high school. Things like this are the times I remember why I love the majority of my class.